Do you see my mummy?
If u see my mummy,
please hold her tight for me,
cause even though shes smiling,
her pains not easy to see.
Shes hidden it deep inside her,
a smile upon her face,
so u don't feel uncomfortable,
or put in an awkward place.
She will laugh and she will smile,
sound normal on the phone,
but deep inside shes screaming,
''help me i'm so alone''
i can hear also her bother,
cause its screaming from her heart,
she dosn't know why this happened,
why we had to part.
shes all mixed up inside her,
her body is filled with pain,
please someone help my mummy,
before she goes insane.
Just talk about me to her,
don't think that the pain has gone,
that she should be over me,
for her pain will go on and on.
She held me in her body,
then held me in her arms,
she wanted to look after me ,
and keep me away from harm.
But she feels in a way,
that she let me down,
and i cant reassure her,
that i am always around.
I want to hug her tightly,
and take away her pain,
but i cant do that from here,
wait until we are together again.
I am and always will be,
the baby that she bore,
and even though you loved me,
my mummy loved me more.
Don't compare me to a lost dog,
or a granddad or a nan,
she will help you with your worries,
if she feel she can.
Don't expect to much from her,
its her child that she misses
shes like a china doll inside,
could crack up into pieces,
so hold her please so gently,
tell her not to be afraid to cry,
and listen to her go on and on,
"why oh why oh why?"
She's not the person you once knew,
yes shes changed alot,
one day her smile maybe genuine,
one day it may not.
So please let me rest peacefully,
i wont until you know,
that my mummy need your support,
not that silly look of "so?"
That as i barely breathed,
i wasn't really real,
that its harder to have memories,
how do u think that makes her feel?
cause we have many memories,
you weren't lucky enough to share,
I wasnt a thing that wasnt meant to be,
she carried me past the maybe stages,
she then gave birth to me.
So if you see my mummy,
give her a gentle squeeze,
don't tell her what i've told you,
she wont be too pleased.
She likes to think its private,
the pain is not being shown
but it is there believe me,
she is feeling so alone.
